By Sr. Eden Peñanueva op

In 1987, my Dominican Superior invited five sisters to apply for the missions so I immediately applied but I did not get a positive response, instead I was assigned to help in the novitiate for almost three years. I resigned myself to the Will of God, but I made a secret promise to him: “Yes, I will forget this desire. However if there will be an opportunity to work in the mission one day, I will never say no.”

A God of Surprises

During the general Chapter in July 1990, Sr. Anne Marie Salomia, op who was assigned in Peru for almost one year was elected as one of the General Councilors in Canada and they needed one to replace her in Peru. So my Regional Superior, Sr. Bonifacia Tecson, called me up from Canada to ask if I was still willing to go to the missions. In was tongue-tied to hear such a question by phone. The saving factor was my secret promised to God. After a minute I said to Sr. Tecson, “Yes, I am willing.” That’s how it began...a yes to Him, the God of Surprises.

Second Thoughts

Looking back at my first two years in Peru, I now realize just how ambivalent I felt. Peru was more dangerous than I had expected. Should I go home or stay and take the consequences? One of the important factors when encourage me to going in the apostolate in the elementary school was the support of the teachers. When they knew that our lives as missionaries were in danger, they offered to accompany me in going to and coming home from school. Their support was a proof of God loving care and protection.

Learning Experiences

This was the time of the Sendero Luminosa, one the most violent revolutionary groups in the world. Many missionaries were killed. I frequently felt afraid in those times; but I was strengthened by the unity and support of the people I was working with. In those dangerous situations I became aware of the presence of God. I thank Him because it helped me see His guiding hand and His will for me. He made me strong and I have gained self-confidence and total trust in His providence in the midst of danger. It really changed my outlook on life. Words are not enough to describe such feeling of gratitude to Him who called me.